No time to blog the influx of photos blog post. soon, soon! probably tmr.

Anyway, Time passes very fast when I'm working. 

Anyway, I was in a very bad mood today.
Cause just before I left home, my DA YI MA decided to come.

THEN. I start to cramp when I reached school, from 12.50PM to 3.20PM.
I was crying and sweating so much in the toilet that i wondered if i was giving birth.
LOL!

Thank goodness classes end late on Thursdays so the kids are in only at 3.30PM.
By the time i saw them, I was feeling much better.
But the pain is unforgettable and unbearable. Crazy man.

THEN! 
I was sitting in the bus on my way home after giving tuition today. 
Then the guy beside me said, "your leg."

Then I look at him with the "WTF" face. WHY?
Cause this was how we're sitting.

The one with the sexy legs is me.
He was telling ME to not cross my legs cause I'm taking up his space.
Fucked up or not? HE IS THE ONE TAKING UP MY SPACE.

LEGS OPEN UNTIL SO BIG FOR WHAT?

That look i gave him as I said, "MOVE" when I wanted to get out and down the bus was classic.
I glared at him even until when I reach the door, I was glaring hardly at the back of his head.

Then, he turned around and quickly look away.
When I went down the bus, he took a quick glance at me.
While I continued glaring.

I am seriously very easily offended. haha. 

THEN. I went to Shop and Save to get some stuff. 
This guy actually came up to me and say in a very draggy and whiny tone "Hi girl.."

WTF?! I was wearing that okay. Dressed like a total kid..
It's so obvious the only reason why any stranger would bother trying to talk to me today was plainly,

"CAUSE HE HAS NOT BEEN TOUCHED BY ANY GIRL, not even on the earlobe, SINCE EONS AGO".

cb. pedophile wannabe.

RANDOM popping up of Sirius black. HAHA. I found this funny. Seriously.

Going sun tanning on sunday! and then meeting up GEMS for soup spoon (AGAIN!) and some shopping!

I pray that the sun will out and just nice!

HAHA. Always make me smile at the end of a tiring day.

Anyway, jkjq, im sorry i've been going crazy recently.
Crying and whining and scolding and shouting.
Just cause i come that one and have mood swings..
You don't deserve it. I know you don't.

You always make me regret being such a hot tempered person when I tell you "i hate you"
and all you reply is "i love you".
You suck for not being romantic but i think cause of that, i'll melt at even the smallest thing. =)

I'm posting some photos up before my next post which would be an influx of photos. LOL!

Okay, first up about WORK(s).

1) Student care nearby fat ass' house. 
This is rather boring and it's like 7am-11am so this gets me really tired and sleepy. 
But hey, apparently, it's not every monday to friday. Just certain days. So yeah, for money!

Look at Fat ass' nick when I told him about my working style there.
Hahaha. I can't enlighten all of you here cause this is after all a public blog. LOL.

2) Student care at a primary school in woodlands.
Haha. I'm not going to state the primary school. But some of you should know by now.
Anyway, this is my fave job of all as time passes really fast! Timing is 1pm-7pm on Monday to Friday.
This week was March holidays so I started some days earlier, yay more income! =)
And work is very relaxed cause its just playing and controlling the kids. Watching cartoons with them, etc.

Also painting with them!

Haha. I painted this with 2 of them. LOL!

3) Home tuition at Bukit Batok area on Monday and Thursday. 7.15pm - 8.45pm.
For extra income!

4) One on one tuition at Tiong Bahru on Saturday, 10.30am - 12.30pm. 

So yup, that's the four i've been busy with! 
As you can see, it gives me very little time to spend with him.
Sundays mostly are for him. So I'm only free for others on Saturdays. =/

I was angry with him for dunno what and I didn't want to forgive him.
Then, he took my phone and OWNSELF type "I forgive you" (as seen in pic) and send to his phone.
Then he took out his own phone and said, "you see? You just sms me that you forgive me."

ALL IN FRONT OF ME. LOL! Bitch.

HAHA. This was taken on Friday night. 
I'm trying to catch a photo of us having the same bag and desperately trying to be the same height as her.
I'm not short okay. Hash is just tall. LOL!

Oh and i have a new eating LOVE!!! =)
The Soup Spoon!!!

Vanessa's one. HUGE RIGHT?!

Mine. Fork for comparison. 

Aren't they huge?!!? 
After that last saturday, where we ate there, on the sunday which is just the next day, 
I WENT TO EAT IT AGAIN WITH HIM!

Haha. But Vivo branch instead of bugis this time. =))
Still good!! 

Okay! I gotta go get busy to prepare some stuff.
Which will have photos taken for blogging! LOL.

At how screwed up this world can be. 

"http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2010/03/17/world/main6306562.shtml"

Read this in pain and was literally wincing at some parts.
This article almost made Jack Neo's flings seem like nothing. Well, ALMOST.

Waking up at 5.30AM and reaching home only at 9.30 ain't a joke.
Haha. For money, for Taiwan. I'm going to grit my teeth.
And yes, I'm upset I can meet him only yesterday and this coming sunday.
Cause i've tuition on monday and thursday nights and ordinary work from mon-fri morning and anth tuition on sat morning.
He working on wed, fri and sat nights.

I KNOW I KNOW! NS WOULD BE WORSE.
BUT!!

NOW IS NOT NS YET! I still got the rights to enjoy his company.

Thinking of NS, haha, I said something...mean... I think..

Him: During NS, you cannot go out with other guys okay. 
Me: *Didn't really absorb words* Orh.
Him: If you go out with other guys how?
Me: I'll tell you *smiles genuinely*
Him: YOU SHOULD SAY "I WONT!!!!"

Just thinking of the conversation makes me laugh.
If you think it's not funny, too bad, you just wasted almost a minute of your life reading it.
Get over it.

Anyway, while reaching my house bus stop, I couldnt even go home.
I needed to run to the coffeeshop nearby to PEE.

Because..

An unreasonable order from him. Or so I still think so. 
Drinking so much on a 50 minutes bus ride and only halfway through is NO JOKE.

Anyway!! I'm really working hard just for money. LOL.

THIS is not enough.

Even THIS is not enough.

EVEN THESE ARE NOT ENOUGH!!!

HELL I NEED THIS:



A BLANK CHEQUE!!! 

LOL. dreams are really dreams.. unrealistic but so beautiful.
Speaking of which (beautiful, that is), check me out!

How narcissistic.

I think there's something about attached girls.
They think they are gorgeous even if they knew they have:

1) hidden double eye lids.
2) Unkempt hair
3) big nose
4) acne-filled face
5) Fat and wobbly arms and thighs

cause they have someone who matters loving them.

YES IM TALKING ABOUT ME!
Haha. Nah, i don't think I'm gorgeous.. Just like the camera effect of that two photos..
And of course how my eye lashes look so long.. ITS NATURAL, bitches.

There are of course some girls who just love doing nothing but complimenting themselves.
Yes, I declare.
I hate it when people tell me how beautiful they THINK they are.
And their friends are like blindly encouraging them saying, "Yes you are so gorgeous."

Well I say.. YOU ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT GORGEOUS. JUST AVERAGE.
With all that make up and bloody red lipsticks and layers of concealers. 

And I dislike delusional people who says, "Light make up like just concealing pimples is also NOT natural, I hate it!"
I admit I hate that cause I'm more or less in that group of light make up-ers.
And the above two photos is the thickest eyeliner i ever did. And only on that day somemore. 

Those people are so delusional. And I'm so spiteful.
Shit. Over-indulging in blogging...

I'm gonna be late for work.. ):

P.S: It's 10.12AM btw, don't be mislead by the date and time cause I started typing this last night and no morning work at westwood there today so got time to blog. but going woodlands now for work! Talk more about my jobs when i got the time again!

I'm working generally:
Monday: 7am-9pm
Tuesday: 7am-7pm
Wednesday: 7am-7pm
Thursday: 7am-9pm
Friday: 7am-7pm
Saturday: 10:30am-12:30pm

In all, four jobs. HAHAHA. Am i crazy or crazy.
That's not a question actually.

Anyway random posting of hamster photos before i sleep!! =)

Adorable ya?

It's quite interesting to read people's comments on the recent whole Jack Neo issue.
Probably one of the more interesting celebrity/entertainment news in Singapore ever in a gazillion years.
LOL!

And adultery is your shame!!

On prima facie, I just found him disgusting cause I believe in faithfulness in relationships.
After that, I just found some comments even more disgusting than him.

To hell with those,

"He has learnt from his mistakes, we should forgive him."
"Stop overreacting, his wife has forgiven him, leave him alone."

OR even

"He is not entirely to blame. The girls are too."

HELLO! 
Since when did blaming have such thing as dividing weightage?

First of all, that horny 50 year old continued with his "mistakes" for a few years. 
So he only learns from it when it becomes public? 
And why should we care he TRIED to break the relationship
but didn't cause she threatened to hurt herself?
Not worth pitying if you can't end what stupid nonsense you started and continued.

Secondly, why should we care if his wife has forgiven him?
Crazy. Has she really or is it for the public to shut up? 
Even if it's true, should the media and everyone else forgive him?
His wife is NOT our fucking brain and morals controller.
His wife has forgiven him but nope, I wish people DONT leave him alone.
Cause there are no real law to punish such people.
This is well-deserved punishment. 

Thirdly, LOL at who say he is not entirely to blame.
Just one question.
Did someone force him at gunpoint to fuck that woman(women)? No.

A man can be enticed by a whole flock of women and still say no.
Taylor Swift should come to Singapore and sing to him "Should've said No".
Then slap him with her blonde curly hair.

I'm sorry Taylor Swift for placing your picture on the same post as that old man.
But well, that hair of yours looks painful enough.

And to all people committing adultery, young or old, male or female.
Fuck YOUR life. 

Stop giving reasons like, "my spouse can no longer satisfy me" or "it was true love".
True love then divorce, remarry. 
No longer satisfy then divorce.
Spouse always abuse you then call for help.

Plenty of VWOs out there waiting for you. 

And i like subjective wordy posts like this once in a while. =))

"I've changed my march 6 post. Photoshop was cranky and deleted a part of my acknowledgement. Thus, I re-did it. Not much diff but I don't wanna miss people out. LOL!"

After removing my nail extensions!

Today's express manicure for only $6! HAHA!
Chocolate? or STRAWBERRY?

Vanessa! Hash got the french tip yo! And it looks damn chio!
This only cost 11bucks altogether! 
Cheap or what! haha!

And I got this backpack for $23.90!
Hash got it too! Haha! Finally found something that is nice!! =)

And! I bought a pair of nice nice ah-lian-ish sandals that don't look ah-lian-ish.
HAHA. Cost me only $15.90! =)

I love being cheapo!!

Today sent mervyn off to vietnam! 
Aye, miss the days of going home with clar, poking bing's mole, pulling marc's hair, etc. 
Well, good things shall be remembered! =)

AND YAY!!
I WANT TO GO BANGKOK IN JUNE YA!

And off to Taiwan in 36 more days! =)
Boy, we'll go there carrying everybody's objections.
But the most important thing is, we'll go there together.

It has been 365 days since that day. 
Before that day, we were really close and well let's just say Jason Mraz's song is darn apt.
"Lucky I'm in love with my best friend".

Anyway, here's something I did. =) For memories.
I'll blog abit later on on how today was spent and more on my feelings and thoughts.

And so we spent today first by having lunch at Astons and then catching Dear John.

I beat his high score and so he was unhappy. Just like I was when he beat mine yesterday. LOL.

After the movie we went to Kallang Leisure Park to do some bowling.
Ended up going to Kbox though. LOL!

He will kill me if he sees this online. LOL!
Bloody unglam shot of him singing to me.
And his behaviour in Kbox is classic. Frigging funny.

And I post this up cause my hair looks glossy and nice. =D
HAHAHAHA.

Ignoring my narcissism, here's my feelings.

I've been losing temper too easily. You must stop me before it gets too much!
You went to the chalet only cause i am. 
You were tired from jerangkang/berkelah but you still sent me home.
Your mum had dinner for you the next day but you still came to find me and send me home.
And many more.

All because you know what I'm facing and crying so frequently over.
And im grateful for that. =)

Even till now, telling you about you-know-who and that April Twelve revelation of one of my deepest secrets..
Well, let's just say, I can't love you more. (:

Thank you. For being the only one knowing all the darker stories of mine but accepting them.
And I'll really REALLY try, to stop cranking up and flaring up unnecessarily.

Life is not good for me. I guess you know it.
But you're an exception. And I'm grateful for that.

My daily doses of smirking to the laptop.

Anyway I've finally found a more permanent job until uni starts (if i get in that is).
Pay is better than previous jobs but still not as good.
Haha. But time really passes damn fast and i like the job scopes.
Fun and easy~ He says its the first time i ever felt happy about working.

Okay! I shall go sleep! Working again tomorrow and every single weekday!