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‘‘gonna keep on trying’’
Prologue
the girl next door



It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:

Archives
gone with the wind

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Credits
take a bow

Designer: electro-pop%
Icons: cablelines / leen
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Inspiration: denise
Quote: shawn
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Profile Description: that's not my name



Tired just for money
Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Waking up at 5.30AM and reaching home only at 9.30 ain't a joke.
Haha. For money, for Taiwan. I'm going to grit my teeth.
And yes, I'm upset I can meet him only yesterday and this coming sunday.
Cause i've tuition on monday and thursday nights and ordinary work from mon-fri morning and anth tuition on sat morning.
He working on wed, fri and sat nights.

I KNOW I KNOW! NS WOULD BE WORSE.
BUT!!

NOW IS NOT NS YET! I still got the rights to enjoy his company.

Thinking of NS, haha, I said something...mean... I think..

Him: During NS, you cannot go out with other guys okay. 
Me: *Didn't really absorb words* Orh.
Him: If you go out with other guys how?
Me: I'll tell you *smiles genuinely*
Him: YOU SHOULD SAY "I WONT!!!!"

Just thinking of the conversation makes me laugh.
If you think it's not funny, too bad, you just wasted almost a minute of your life reading it.
Get over it.

Anyway, while reaching my house bus stop, I couldnt even go home.
I needed to run to the coffeeshop nearby to PEE.

Because..

An unreasonable order from him. Or so I still think so. 
Drinking so much on a 50 minutes bus ride and only halfway through is NO JOKE.

Anyway!! I'm really working hard just for money. LOL.



THIS is not enough.



Even THIS is not enough.

EVEN THESE ARE NOT ENOUGH!!!

HELL I NEED THIS:



A BLANK CHEQUE!!! 

LOL. dreams are really dreams.. unrealistic but so beautiful.
Speaking of which (beautiful, that is), check me out!

How narcissistic.

I think there's something about attached girls.
They think they are gorgeous even if they knew they have:

1) hidden double eye lids.
2) Unkempt hair
3) big nose
4) acne-filled face
5) Fat and wobbly arms and thighs

cause they have someone who matters loving them.

YES IM TALKING ABOUT ME!
Haha. Nah, i don't think I'm gorgeous.. Just like the camera effect of that two photos..
And of course how my eye lashes look so long.. ITS NATURAL, bitches.

There are of course some girls who just love doing nothing but complimenting themselves.
Yes, I declare.
I hate it when people tell me how beautiful they THINK they are.
And their friends are like blindly encouraging them saying, "Yes you are so gorgeous."

Well I say.. YOU ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT GORGEOUS. JUST AVERAGE.
With all that make up and bloody red lipsticks and layers of concealers. 

And I dislike delusional people who says, "Light make up like just concealing pimples is also NOT natural, I hate it!"
I admit I hate that cause I'm more or less in that group of light make up-ers.
And the above two photos is the thickest eyeliner i ever did. And only on that day somemore. 

Those people are so delusional. And I'm so spiteful.
Shit. Over-indulging in blogging...

I'm gonna be late for work.. ):

P.S: It's 10.12AM btw, don't be mislead by the date and time cause I started typing this last night and no morning work at westwood there today so got time to blog. but going woodlands now for work! Talk more about my jobs when i got the time again!



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