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‘‘gonna keep on trying’’
Prologue
the girl next door



It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:

Archives
gone with the wind

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January 2011
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June 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
December 2011


Credits
take a bow

Designer: electro-pop%
Icons: cablelines / leen
Post Icons: photobucket
Inspiration: denise
Quote: shawn
Image Host: tinypic / photobucket
Profile Description: that's not my name



FMyLife
Friday, April 30, 2010

cause i was this freaky looking before. See the difference in us in 2007.

and 2010.

Just by coincidence, lixuan nt around. o.o

fahmi's hair is gross, i look like a guy and fat ass is really fat. 2006.

That's us now. hahaha. 
P.S: i made fahmi and fat ass shoulders cover me to make me seem slimmer. HAHA.

zoom in on me cause my hair is just so glossy looking and my face is so fair!

The dreams we all have. None of them as big and as lofty as this. HAHAHAHAHA.
Get together just for a day just to make us laugh and go crazy can? LOL!

Got very obsessed photoshopping this photo. HAHA.
TELL ME IF YOU THINK ITS NICE!

Before meeting them was meeting with hash.
That's when I was actually wearing:

blue headband, denim outer wear, white tanktop and white shorts..

Then after buying my new JEANS and a necklace and a BLING headband, I wore them all.
And took off my blue headband, denim outer wear and white shorts.

HAHAHA. transformation.

Anyway, yes, i feel that im gaining weight. HOW DEPRESSING. ):

How I know??

Cause my boobs like growing bigger... probably not like this though..

would have problem walking. LOL.

Big but controllable.

WAHAAHAHAHA

shall begin creating taiwan blog post tmr!



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Within minutes after the prev post..
Saturday, April 24, 2010

"I read too much into certain stuff. April 23rd 12AM to 9PM was bad. In an hr, I has 31 missed calls, 32nd one ended sadly. 7.45PM, I impulsively used the two words he hated. Especially when everything was so fine and strong as seen in prev post.9PM, he made me realize things I never knew. 10.30PM, reached home with the biggest smile again.I'm sorry I even doubted you and hurt you with my distrust. Trust, it's always this problem after that one month hiatus. :( "

By someone called me


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'Nuff said =)
Thursday, April 22, 2010



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It's final.

"To this group of so-called "people who can help". For years, I've seen minimal help. So damn it and stop whining. Do it in their faces if you want to. You all know you don't deserve to cause you don't really care or help much. I won't be checking G anymore. And to those reading this and actually understand who I'm talking about. Just go do whatever you think is right and for the better of it. All the best."

by someone called me


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BACK!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010

LOL center parting!!! =DD



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PHOTO SPAM of two happy saturdays!! =)
Sunday, April 11, 2010

Totally dont understand why she look so manly..HAHA

Anyway thanks for your camera for taiwan! =DD 
You must be somewhere playing around in penang now.. LOL!!

I love Ion toilet!

My favourite meal! $9.70 only!!! I MISS IT ALREADY!!! =(

Met the 6 of them yesterday! =)) It has been a long long long while since all 7 of us turned up together.

Cool mirror shot and failed twist shot.

Tried to take fake couple shots and i failed miserably with fahmi. HAHA. 
Shihua and fahmi looks the most real i think! LOL.

alison and me then lixuan and me.
Lixuan actually exclaimed when she arrived, "when did your hair become long?!"

Either she's a total bimbo or she's really not meet me for a freaking long time. LOL.

My suggestion of taking ah-lian shots. LOL!!! Fahmi is the freakiest. Shihua like suit it a lot sia!
Born ah lian!

yangce and fahmi trying to smile like brian. HAHA.
Brian was like, "im so proud that i can smile a way that you all can't."
and i said, "Yeah, that and being fat too."

Im so mean i know. HAHA. but still loved.

I LOL-ed at this photo because:

1) Fahmi is decapitated
2) Shihua's hair look like she just woke up..
3) Brian's hair look like a crown
4) I look like im acting demure but failing terribly


Lastly...photoS of me.. BRACE YOURSELF

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HAHAHAHA.

Till we meet again guys and girls!! <3!!!

My new products, more than half bought by him. =/

FOR MY ARMPITS!! HAHA.
My armpit smells so good now when i sweat!

I love this eyeshadow. Looks damn shimmery but not THAT shimmery.
Great balance!

My new sake lotion in hope that it would finally be the lotion for me.
All other lotions have been giving me rashes.
But since i've used the scrub (on the left) i think i wont get rashes.
HAHA. I think only.

A big ass photo of me before i go Taiwan tmr! DONT MISS ME!!!
Though i know you all cant help it. =)

HAHA. =D

 

 



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im so cold in my jokes..
Tuesday, April 6, 2010

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I think im damn funny when im sick and have nothing to do. =D
HHAHA. SELF PROCLAIMED FUNNY.

Told jit to send me this cause i just find it so CUTE and so UGLY at the same time. =D

HAHAHAHA. Imagine if doctors REALLY did that.
Well, at least i think they dont... hmmm....



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EMO-er

I'm damn upset.

I'M SO FREAKING UPSET!!!
I KNOW, I EXPECTED THE ENDING AFTER READING ALL THE SPOILERS ONLINE.

BUT I STILL CANNOT ACCEPT THE FACT!!!!

A very bloody photo captured in the last moments of Bidam. )): 

HOW COULD DEOKMAN JUST STAND THERE AND WATCH HER LOVE ONE GET KILLED!?!?
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All Bidam's mistake was to think that Deokman abandoned him like the rest so he committed treason.
But in the end he also realised Deokman's true feelings mah.
WHY CANNOT LET HIM LIVE!? WHY!?

So sweet!!!!!!

Poor bidam so afraid of being abandoned and I LOVE THAT SHE INITIATED THE HUG!
Hahaha. Their faces are touching one another~~

Such a sweet scene when she's the ruler. =)
PITY IT'S SHORT LASTING THANKS TO THOSE BACK STABBING VERMINS!!!!

CHECK THIS VIDEO OUT. YOU MUST YOU MUST!

haha. forget it, i shall just autoplay it.

I mentioned on my previous post that I wanted someone to say what bidam said to me.
HAHAHAHA.

He attempted it. We were just talking on the phone then suddenly he was like,

"If you try to do this all by yourself again, i will..next time..next time i will not come to your...erm..rescue."

Lousy English oral skills. HAHAHA.



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