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‘‘gonna keep on trying’’
Prologue
the girl next door



It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:

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When my world is falling apart...
Sunday, May 2, 2010

Miley Cyrus, When I look at you. 
Seriously, she is more endearing singing such songs. =)

Anyway, the lyrics are pretty straightforward. Here's the chorus:

"yeah when my world is falling apart,
when there's no light to break up the dark,
that's when I, I, I look at you.

when the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
that's when I, I, I look at you."

I guess it's really part of our nature to argue with one another.
With my overbearing personality, and your selfish trait.
There will be clashes. Definitely.

And I guess it's really part of our nature to laugh with one another.
With my low threshold of jokes, and your overwhelming silly behavior.
There will be laughter. Definitely.

Who are we to deny these goods and bads?
Who are we to state and weigh these goods and bads?

Hey friend, yes. Friend first before lover. 
It's funny how I always smile widely when we meet.
It's funny how I always laugh till my stomach aches when with you.

Yes, I'm thinking of this morning when I demanded for a piggy back.
And when you bent over, I whacked your ass and laughed hysterically instead.
I like doing such crazy and random antics.

Singing on the bus loudly. Shouting loudly to de-stress on the streets.
Speaking and scaring little kids in public. Using the umbrella like an auntie.
Why do I dare to type so much here?
Cause I know you're the only one who would bother to read the whole thing.

And in a few weeks time, I'll remain happy as I am.
Very much in love with the children in my workplace.
Very much satisfied with the pace of my life right now.

Probably I'll shed a little tears at night. Cause it just doesn't feel right to hear your voice to wish me goodnight.
But I won't die. I won't be utterly depressed and lost. 
I'll watch Jokwon and Gain on We Got Married and update you on them.
We'll gush about them together when we finally meet again.  

I know it has been a week since I knew of it. But I'm still preparing.
Preparing for the moment where even if you want to, you cannot be here.

And so then, when my world really is falling apart.
That's when I look at you. In my heart and my memories. =)



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