It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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A very disorganised blog post before i sleep.

Check this photo out:

Guess...where...i took it...

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HAHAHA. and im not the only one who loves the cubicle lightings!

Chio right the lights? of course model also chio la. HAHA. =D

NICE RIGHT? and ignore the flush button. HAHAHA.

It was a damn funny and embarrassing time spent..

I seriously love camwhoring in ION's toilet.

But the cubicle one is really ultimate i admit. HAHA.

BUT HEY.

I think the photos all looked damn cool!!

Another unglam photo!

She looks freaky. I look like i just woke up. LOL.

Note my green camera pouch.

I didnt know they had holes on the table that act as the dustbins.

And i just put in my camera back into the pouch..and shifted it.

And it fell into the bin. Fucking crazy laughing going on that day.

HAHAHA.

And, shopping with alison..

Seriously. Saw Van while eating with hash.

Saw her again while shopping with alison.

But then, had to cancel our date cause jason booking out early.

Dunno if we have fate or no fate. HAHA.

Anyway, photos!!

I decided on how to make my fringe nice!! =))

HE go tear away one movie tickets to keep me out of the cinema.

All because i keep annoying them by shouting CHIO BU!

HAHAHA. I shout it when i see my reflection by the way.

If not, i shout it just to embarrass them. WAHAHA.

HAHA. the bitch that keep laughing at the emo clown.

Seriously. watching Toy story 3 twice was an awesome decision.

First time watch with Jason was just me laughing in my own world.

Cause he dont appreciate cartoons. HAHA.

Very enjoyable cause he was like irritating me to get my attention.

Damn funny.

Second time. laughing like mad too cause shihua and fatass laughs at the slightest thing.

Their laughters are infectious.

And of course we have dear fahmi and alison, our dream couple, sitting beside me.

Now..fahmi and alison..

Don't we all wish THEY get together?

Sigh... But alison loves cats more.

And fahmi loves pigs more. ):

LOL. I'm gonna get killed by them.

May i be blessed.

Anyway.. on more serious matters.

Recently, talking about friends about relationships.

I realised I'm seriously..in a way.. lucky.

Many ways and things he did. It's just great.

Give us a bed and we won't give you sex.

We'll give you hours playing poker cards.

We'll give you hours impersonating historians.

We'll give you hours talking about everything.

That's what i like about us.

It's something so innocent, pure and respected between us. (:

I can never count how many times we laughed till i teared.

And when you told me about your decision just now, I am disappointed.

I hope my message is clear to you.

It's great though. Just brilliant.

As we laughed while I lectured you.

You're so predictable to me and vice versa.

But then again the future is then again..

So far so good.

So Recruit. I know you'll only read this in the weekend.

But hey, I've got a surprise for you.

Regardless of the results on Wednesday. (:

The first time results on your first week made me really happy.

That's cause you proved something.

This time, what ever it is, I'll still be happy.

Cause i see you trying hard.

See you.

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Cause he came out yesterday. HAHA.

Went to fetch him but i failed on the dramatic

"He step down bus, see me and smile widely"

scene cause me and sokteng were waiting at wrong area.

Anyway did i mention how great it is to have

sokteng's bf being in the same company as jason?

Haha. If possible, can take train to pasir ris together.

And if I'm going his POP, she can save me from boredom.

And yes jason, I'll try to be more sociable.

I know your family is trying and being nice and im just anti-social.

LOL. But you can't blame me.

So anyway... PHOTOS!

I love my camera man. Effects are good enough.

So I almost do not need to photoshop except to add words.

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Anyway, I need to cut bangs now or figure out a good fringe style soon.

Cause I've got......................

Centre parting!! HAHAHA.

I think i'll stick to bangs.

I wanted to camwhore with my 3D glasses and..well..

Haha. he looked damn scary please.

Our skins now really like black and white. hahaha.

HAHA. Cute and CHEAP.

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Pretty and EXPENSIVE!

WAHAHAHA.

I wanted to upload a very nice photo of him without his hair.

But he dont want me to upload it up. ):

So this slight glimpse shall do. haha.

Anyway, we camwhored around East Coast Park after watching Toy Story 3.

HAha. That movie is NICE by the way.

So much better than Shrek 4.

Took some photos of him and got so excited cause i think the photos are nice!

So I joined in the fun!

This one is just weird. LOL

But sky is pretty so yeah.

ANDDDDDDDDDDD.

HAHAHA.

THE MOST CLASSIC PHOTO HE TOOK OF ME.

HAHAHA MY HEAD IS REALLY DAMN HUGE!!

After sending you off tmr, see you again next weekend! (:

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Haha. Have been listening to this song.

But then now then intro. WHY?

CAUSE 4MINUTE JUST WON ON THE M!COUNTDOWN!

woohoo! (: Not a very big fan of them.

But hello... I just love to see hot girls dancing cool-ly on the stage.

Part of the lyrics:

Other than my own image

They keep expecting something else

Everyone wants to change me to whatever they want

PLEASE LEAVE ME

BABY YOU ARE KIDDING ME!

huh huh huh huh huh huh huh

Oh and it has been quite awhile!

CYANIDE AND HAPPINESS IS BACK TO MAKE ME LAUGH!

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Friendship is not people telling one another "I Miss You" more regularly than saying "I''ll see you".

Love is not people telling one another "I Love You" more regularly than doing "I Love you".

I read Hash's blog again. I'm quoting a paragraph I so agree to:

And I just don’t understand why some people like to express their love so openly on Facebook, to an extent that it becomes so exaggerated and it doesn’t seem real. It’s more like, wanting others to know that they are having a good love life and they want others to envy them.

Adding on, I also don't understand why people keep saying "I miss you" to each other on FB.

My point is, if you really did miss me, organise a meet up more regularly.

I only say I miss you to some people when I'm busy and really haven't meet for awhile.

But I dislike it when people keep telling me on FB when i comment on other's/my own status that they miss me when they don't even ask me out.

Nonsense I tell you.

Recently, I have this sense of satisfaction. It's been awhile.

I know who are those I would wish to continue meeting even if I'm 30, 40 or 50 years old.

They are people who don't just use FB to tell me that they miss me or love me.

They are the people who actually bothers to talk me on msn/sms me/call me.

I now realise why I was so bad tempered. Not that I'm not now.

To those who I once cared for, showed my concern.

I would listen, try to talk or meet.

But all I got was many immature/nonchalant responses.

And I'll bear with it thus the angry heart.

Somewhere early this year, I've made my choices.

Dear me, Life has never been better. (:

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It's 3.27AM and I'm still doing random stuff online. haha.

Alison saw this tumblr post that said

"Reblog with all your favourite movie titles but replace one word with the word vagina".

LOL. I got addicted to it. Here's some of it.. LOL

Iron man; Iron Vagina

HP and the Order of the Phoenix; HP and the Vagina of the Phoenix

Alice in Wonderland; Alice in Vagina

The lightning thief: The lightning Vagina

How to train your dragon: How to train your vagina

Night at the Museum: Night at the Vagina

HAHAHA. We had many more. Crazy dumb nonsense.

Anyway, some photos of today (or rather yesterday since its 3am).

My hair colour <3!

I was trying to be artsy.

With a normal digi cam. LOL!

Anyway, it's nice to go out with them.

It's one of the group of people i can totally be myself with.

haha. thursday's mahjong session.

Fat Ass: Just because you hate half of the world, blah blah..

Me: I don't hate half of the world, I hate 3 quarters of it. HAHAHA.

Alison: So are we supposed to be glad that we belong to the 1 quarter.

LOL. Very memorable conversation.

This is so true. (:

Wahaha. 5 more days only nia. I think time really passes damn fast.

Very soon, I can be in your arms again. I won't smell you though.

I scared you smelly. LOL.

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All the random photos taken. (:

In no order:

Yes i love the blur background effect my camera has. (:

I dunno how come mahjong table can be so full at the four ends.

LOL. I can see my whole tupperware filled with chips.

I would've been rich if we really used money. DAMN. haha!

Ion toilet is gorgeous.

And im fulfilling my promise to wear my pink blazer whenever i can.

To make my money worth. (:

Sorry for that moody mood day though. I think it was my menses.

Taking a shot of the toy i won beside the ice cream at yuki yaki.

I think I was like a crazy woman to Van on that day.

Playing arcade like a maniac.

My new blazer (:

At a nice nice desert shop recommended by Jason.

Soup spoon! <3!>

Haha. I think I met Van three days in like 6 days.

It's Van-man-week I guess. LOL.

My finger and the blurry back ground effect again. HAHA.

Testing the effect on Hash.

And on my starbucks drink.

Gun.

Piak Piak machine. HAHA.

Damn fun.

I totally lost myself in the arcade.

She was driving so calmly while i screamed and claimed that the steering wheel was moving on its own when we play the driving game.

The gun one also anyhow shoot.

HAHA.

Snacks given by his grandmother.

Testing out blur background effect again. hahaha.

And testing again on Gelare waffles. YUMMY!

Dinner date was Grace.

Our future seem so bleak and i suggested opening a shop to sell rainbow coloured egg tarts.

LOL!

I'm damn annoyingly lame.

End of post. bye!

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