It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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This is a post solely meant for him.

It's your choice if you wanna read it.

Well, I guess this would be the last post you'll be reading before you enter NS.

Sigh.. as much as i don't want too. I guess I'll really miss you.

Our last date before you enter was yesterday.
Korean food and then proceeding to the temple to get fortune lots.
During the journey there, we had a damn terrible silent war.

I guess that's the first time you are so angry with me. haha.
But i didn't want to give in because well.
You know im just plain unreasonable and

cause i thought you listened to your sec school friends about throwing.

I think the weirdest and yet greatest thing was when I walked away from you

while you were giving me the silent treatment and walking infront..
We went to places to get something for one another..

Though I didnt find the thing I wanted to get for you.. You did.
And you got me something.

Then i felt quite bad. Cause you hugged me and asked for the three words.
I dont want to tell you. I didn't want to tell you.
Because those three words shouldnt be said just because you got me something.
I hide my smile cause I dont want you to think that I'm happy just cause you got me smth.

I wasn't happy cause you gave me that.
I was happy cause of all your efforts and thoughts.

I remembered that day when we went out of the ship's airconditioning.
Into the open air...

And then I realised that back hugs are really the best. (:
I love back hugs.
Cause at that moment, while you hugged me and we closed our eyes and make our wishes.
It really felt like there was magic in the air.

And when you asked if we could last during your NS and after that.
I really don't know the answer. I want to say yes.
But well..we never know.
All i know is, I really wanted to say yes.

Cause I dont think anyone has been that synchronized with me before.

So yes, I've got my camera.

Not waterproof but very good camera. =)

A gift from you before you enter ns.
I'll take lots of photos with it, and show you my life while you're in camp.

I can't type a sentimental and loving blog post for you anymore.
I don't know why.

I've a feeling it's cause I'm holding it back to tell you it all tomorrow.

ilu, mr. Pen-ne-door.

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