So many thoughts, so many new perceptions.I feel that Life has never been better in the past few months and now.
Any unhappiness with anyone, it's just said.
There was no more suppressing of anger.
But recently, I just suppressed one damn huge anger ball.
It caused my outburst yesterday when out with Van.
I just spluttered at how pissed I was when someone misused my trust.
I mean, I get you to print something so important and private.
Not only did you show it to someone, my thing was read out and spread around.
People tells me their innermost secrets, and I believe i give them the basic respect by not even telling jason.
Just because he's my boyfriend doesn't mean he's my friend's close friend right?
So I don't get why if I tell one part of the couple, the other must know.
I said, "I told you not to tell anyone."
I got a reply, "I only told her."
Fuck. isn't that telling someone?
And as if I didn't make it clear enough that i was NOT enjoying it.
Continue reading out what i wrote.
The actions I saw were so childish and tactless.
It took me so much energy to hold back my anger.
So yesterday was great man. Thanks van for hearing me burst out.
I was holding it too long.
And yes, I want to stop living a life for others.
I'm not here to satisfy people or meet their expectations anymore.
So don't step on my toes.
Now, I have minimal patience for tactless and childish acts.