It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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ABIT SLOW...BUT THEN

2NE1 IS BACK!!!! =D

FREAKING EXCITED.

ANTICIPATING THEIR LIVE COMEBACK PERFORMANCE ON

SEPTEMBER 12TH 2010

MORE THAN THEIR SONGS RELEASE ON SEPTEMBER 9TH.

CAUSE SEEING THEM LIVE IS

AWESOME!

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Someone "So nice! :(" me this song.
I listened to it one more time. True. "So nice. :("

Hey guys, you all should learn to express the lyrics to your deserving girls.

And vice versa of course.

A very simple and raw song.

As are your words.

Tough times wont last, tough man do.

But i not man.

tough times wont last, my tough girl will.

: ' )

thanks for being here.

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I feel sorry,

For that boy who didn't have a mum to tuck him to bed.

For that girl who shouted at her mum for giving her a goodnight kiss.

For that friend who never knew how to love.

For that stranger who cried silently to herself on the public bus because of love.

For that couple who quarreled so badly.

For that couple who dont even have the chance to quarrel.

For that man who stood on the mrt tracks, torn.

For that lady who run to the mrt at 7.30 since I was 16.

For the students who never listened but needs my attention.

For the students who wants and deserves my attention but never get it.

And the many little bad moments of everyone.

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For all the random fun you give me.

For all the random pain i give you.

For our only couple shirt.

For all the little moments that we share.

For all the crazy times that we had.

Somehow tomorrow night would be one of my most unwilling night to say goodbye.

Your 6D5N of endurance starts on Monday.

Mine too, though it's a different endurance.

Tomorrow my sunday blues will come again.

See you. At Station EW 1 on 21st August.

<3

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Maybe if I really didnt cut my hair today I wouldn't have known anything.

But then somehow I insisted on cutting.

Somehow I had to ask Alison to acc me.

And somehow just when I was going to Jason's house, the news came.

I guess it would be upsetting to anyone, close or not.

Worse for the closer of course.

It's too sudden for anyone I believe.

Then suddenly I wished the cab would drive faster.

So I can be by his side and tell him I'm sorry for all my temper.

For everything all the bad things I've said to him.

Sometimes we really will forget how precious Life is for a moment.

And the reminders.. Are usually so painful.

For me who don't even have a close relation, I feel so much already.

What about him?

These happenings. Really should stay in dramas.

Even death. It shouldnt be this dramatic. It shouldnt come with all these consequences.

I wish her well.

And wish he, would stay strong.

People, who even bother reading this blog.

Let's all remember that death is just a second away.

And if you know who I am talking about, pray for her.

No matter what religion. No matter what.

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I listen to this song a lot.

In the past, I listen to the type of music depending on my mood.

For example, when I'm sad, I listen to sad songs to indulge in the mood.

However, recently I realised this change in me.

I was actually listening to this song, and I smiled.

Somehow, sad songs are reminders of the emotional turbulences I had.

Happy songs are really not my thing now.

I don't really relate to them well now.

I guess I like the idea of having tears.

They are like, our emotions in real physical form.

And that's why I remember the way I cried on Saturday night.

I didn't know what really overcame me to break down in that manner.

No, I'm not ashamed to have done that.

It was like a liberation.

All my unhappiness was let out, and I realised the happiness was much more.

It was terrible yet brilliant. That experience.

Of crying so badly until my legs gave way.

I think I loved that moment. Haha. Pervert.

What a very crazy and pointless blog post.

Going to sleep! BYE! (:

P.S: I think im even more comforted with the fact that you were there to hold me up that night.

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Last last weekend was the celebration of his birthday.

I reached the place earlier to do some stuff.

So anyway...

Asked him to smile but he dont want.

Fucking hell act shy.

Though he smiled widely when i said i'll give him his present after a good photo.

The disappointed face after i told him i was just joking.

I love din tai fung man.

Seriously.

Miss taiwan so much.
And the idea of depending on one another only.

Eeee fuck. going to be two whole long years.

Anyway, just like last year, went to do the cake..haha.

I think i improved.

Last year was all just words, etc..

Now at least more like a cake.

But then..it looks like a Chinese New Year cake. So red..

Cause i like the red icing the most. LOL.

And the Happy birthday in chinese.

I actually had to type on my phone to double confirm i wrote it right.

HAHAHA.

Anyway, it was a great weekend. (:

'nuff said, then the recent weekend that just passed.

Pretty sky!!

haha. Stupid irritating face.

Freaking hot when we reached.

haha. lucky our area very fast got covered.

I look like the nice one who's holding the umbrella.

Truth is, he was the one holding and fanning me all the way.

HAHAHA.

And i still got mad at him for not asking the person to give me the balloon.

:D

Woooo.. Parachute people.

Hahaha.

I like the stars!! Very pretty!

Anyway the NDP preview was great.

So sparkly and all. It's the best i ever saw in my life.

But then again, I'm not those who loves NDP parades.

Overall experience was great.

(:

And i'll remember that night. Close to midnight.

Where things went all wrong.

And you made it right. I guess.

Just don't do it again. bitch.

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