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‘‘gonna keep on trying’’
Prologue
the girl next door



It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:

Archives
gone with the wind

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Credits
take a bow

Designer: electro-pop%
Icons: cablelines / leen
Post Icons: photobucket
Inspiration: denise
Quote: shawn
Image Host: tinypic / photobucket
Profile Description: that's not my name



The balance
Thursday, August 5, 2010


I listen to this song a lot.

In the past, I listen to the type of music depending on my mood.
For example, when I'm sad, I listen to sad songs to indulge in the mood.

However, recently I realised this change in me.
I was actually listening to this song, and I smiled.

Somehow, sad songs are reminders of the emotional turbulences I had.
Happy songs are really not my thing now.
I don't really relate to them well now.


I guess I like the idea of having tears.
They are like, our emotions in real physical form.

And that's why I remember the way I cried on Saturday night.
I didn't know what really overcame me to break down in that manner.
No, I'm not ashamed to have done that.

It was like a liberation.
All my unhappiness was let out, and I realised the happiness was much more.

It was terrible yet brilliant. That experience.
Of crying so badly until my legs gave way.

I think I loved that moment. Haha. Pervert.

What a very crazy and pointless blog post.
Going to sleep! BYE! (:

P.S: I think im even more comforted with the fact that you were there to hold me up that night.


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