It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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My heart was smiling.

For how spelling and grammatical errors would remind me of you.

For how you are the only person would bring a cup in public to await me just cause im thirsty.

For how you always want me to eat more and laugh at how much i eat.

For the good food. Salty.

Sweet.

Spicy.

For the enormous cup of sugar cane juice.

For you paying only for the cheap stuff.

For all the stupid faces.

And crazy times.

For how we fight on whose painting is better and nicer.

For how I'm gonna be sitting at the red area.

I was really smiling damn widely when I received the news.

Grace can vouch for that cause I kept annoying her for the whole hour.

I never thought that on October 2nd when you POP, I would get to sit on the red area.

But then today when I think about it.

I can only think of the negative stuff about what is possibly going to lie ahead.

Well, whatever may be may be.

But hey, platoon best. Congratulations. (:

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At a crossroad once again.

Where should I go...?

I know what I want.

But to get what I want.. How should I go about doing it?

I hate such dilemmas.

In a really cranky mood now. It's past 11 and I'm still not asleep.

Still have to work tomorrow.

And it was a saddening phone conversation for both of us.

Such an emotionally disturbing phone call.

I think it's going to be a tough night.

Sleep tight, good night, Love. imy. Quite badly in fact.

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Haha. Even before we got together, I made it very clear.

Period.

Even if its an expensive or pretty bouquet.

I hate it. It's embarrassing and a hassle for me to bring around to me.

And what do i do with the flowers after that?!

So yeah, I'm a big hater of this gift..

HOWEVER. After one and a half year, i did expect him to give it at least once!

I mean out of courtesy or whatever you call it.

HAHAHAHA.

I WAS LITERALLY BEGGING FOR IT.

hahaha.

Every time we pass by a flower shop, i'll be like..

"OH SO PRETTY! But sigh..."

HAHAHA.

Anyway that photo is posed obviously.

I just had to dramatize my process of asking for it.

He didnt give and so i just..kind of didn't bug him anymore.

But then it still came.

And I swear I freaked out the moment I saw him holding it at the MRT station.

I'm sorry but I really still find it an embarrassing hassle.

HAHAHA.

But of course, I treated it with care.

I mean this is the only time I feel like I'm treated like a girl. haha.

So yeah I'll remember it, love.

Just for this, I'm putting up this hugeass photo.

<3

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MO DU BAK SUK CHYEO

EVERYONE CLAP YOUR HANDS

CAUSE 2NE1 IS BACK!

haha. Seriously hyperventilating with excitement.

Their album has quite a number of songs of course.

But for someone like me who needs to listen to songs ONE BY ONE..

I've been concentrating on the two songs with the new music videos first.

First of all!

CLAP YOUR HANDS

I hope I'm not a bias fan.

But I really like this song! HAHA.

It sounds so HAPPY!!

Of course when I saw the MV for the first time, I was quite disappointed.

I expected a much more bombastic music video.

But hey, I'm not complaining because I soon got used to the simplicity of it.

Secondly,

GO AWAY!

Okay.. Dont ask me.

I'm still figuring out the ending of the video.

But well. It's still good to see Bom looking hot with her red hair and

Minzy rocking her new hairstyle.

And i must say i seriously envy CL's skin at the starting scene.

HAHAHAHA.

Yes i know. Great make up of course.

But if my skin was as smooth and clear as that...sigh...

This song is a little slower and kind of a standard,

"i broke up but i dont give a fuck" song.

But maybe cause its a 2ne1 song, it still rocks.

=D

Can't nobody is delayed till tomorrow morning.

TILL THEN.

I'll be waiting. XD

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There are some friends whom you may know for only awhile.
But they really appreciate your presence and enjoys talking to you.

Then there are some friends whom you know for so long.
But they say words that doesn't seem like they even want to go out with you.

Then there are some friends whom you thought should've known you well enough.
But they do things or say words that annoy you to the max.

Then there are some friends whom you thought don't know you that well.
But seem to read through you like you are transparent.

I've been thinking. And considering.
Tried.

But then I told myself. Friends, can be chosen.

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i know i'm really slow.

but hey, the song that i've been listening to for quite awhile but still ain't sick. :)

I was going to say that you are pretty when I see you
But as soon as I see you "Since I bought the flower you buy food"
How come these words come out?

Am I stupid or naïve
These pathetic words just come out
Honestly I was trying to say
I love you

haha. This song makes me smile.

It makes me think of Jason. Stupid.

Gain and Jokwon.

One couple that i really wished is real instead of reel.

I think i'll be damn upset when their WGM season ends. ):

Even this song which Jokwon wrote, is just like what he would sing to Gain.

Sigh..

Hopeless fangirl. LOL.

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