It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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Really strange.

I saw something online and it made me think of you.

Recently, you've been expressing the exact same thing.

I don't believe that you have become more romantic or a better sweet talker.

But rather, somehow the little time we spend together just gave a positive push to us.

And two days ago, we actually did the forbidden.

We talked about "forever".

It was so sudden. And at that moment, "forever" seemed 100% confirmed.

It sucks cause we try so hard to be realistic.

To say that relationships may fail all of a sudden.

To say that things might not work out.

But that moment, and now.

That's all we ever wished for.

Forever.

Sigh.

I don't even know what I am talking about.

If only we could make a run too.

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I hate thinking about how I cant contact you at all during your ten days field camp. ):

Well at least first two days are over and you could call me albeit the

lousy reception and miserable 5 minutes conversation.

But its good enough. (: 8 more days till your field camp end.

10-11 more days till you book out. =D

Last night I had a nightmare.

It was about you dying. *touch wood*

All i knew was i was really upset.
The sadness was really very overwhelming. I still remember.

And i was crying endlessly and really badly.

I woke up with my clothes and pillow soaked.

My face wet and stained with tears.

It was a damn scary feeling.

Then throughout the day I kept thinking about my attitude.

Recently I've been very explosive and unreasonable.

I know, I know.

I do and say many things I shouldn't do nor say.
I know they are wrong but I still do it.

It's like easier to succumb to bad than good.

I'll try to be better so dont fall for anth okay?

Keep it that way. (:

IMY.

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Hello,

I'm trying hard to be that sweet, demure, nice girl that you "yearn" for okay!

HAHA!

Let you miss me even more when you're in camp and you see this!

MISS ME MORE MISS ME MORE! WAHAHA.

Conclusion:

We really take silly photos.

HAHAHA

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We are still looking fresh and non-sweaty.

Though we could have killed ourselves for not knowing beforehand

how to even get to Marina barrage by bus.

Haha. Pardon my red lips.

My lips were very badly chapped that week and I forgot to bring my lip balm.

So Hash lent me her trusty red lip balm.

The $2.50 kite is actually pretty!

Okay, I don't know if you could tell.

But at the triangular part of the kite, there should be two sticks, both positioned like a +.

Anyway, the stick that was to be placed horizontally..

Hash: "What's the stick for?"

Me: "Probably an extra in case the one on the kite gets lost."

BWAHAHAHA.

Hash: "There's no instruction guide here."

BWAHAHAHA. It's $2.50 and we expect so much.

So we proceeded to tie the string around three horizontal holes like that -> . . .

After tying millions of knots cause we were so afraid it broke,

Mr friendly stranger came to us with a wide amused smile and took the "extra" stick,

placed it in the two side holes and used the string to tie

one simple thumb knot and slip knot on the centre hole.

There, you may laugh at us virgin kite flyers now. HAHA.

The view is gorgeous!

Yeah, Hash, you are too.

In the open field, our make up seems to start melting. HAHA.

Check out how smudgy they look!

Pretty kite, pretty sky!

We took like less than 5 minutes to got the kite up!

And later on, I even got the kite up myself!

OH the sense of achievement we had! hahaha!

I love this photo a lot, cept for that uncle behind her. haha.

There were two of such bat kites.

They are adorable looking!

The kites that some people have are really cute and huge!!!

This photo is damn nice cause the clouds look damn fake.

I think the photo would have been nicer without me.

However, I'm still a very shameless person.

I still love this photo.

HAHA.

Great day! A well spent half day off work! (:

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Some photos that have been long due!

Bom's hair is gorgeous. I love that colour.

Darn i got no guts to get that hair colour. LOL.

A video made of the photos i printed for him.

I picked this song cause its the most appropriate out of all the songs in his mp3 player.

It was meant to be a surprise but his mp3 no batt in the end.

nabeh.

Haha. anyway. I hope im a romantic person for once.

LOL. I'll try and do my best.

Anyway. have fun! fourth week and 34 more weeks to go!

muahaha.

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