It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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A quick update

For him, read at your own choice.

Mr Koh,

During the 2 minutes conversation we had this morning,

I was smiling mostly.

Listening to you proudly telling me your team came first for navigation.

Listening to you laughing while talking about how screwed the weather is there.

Listening to you nagging at me about my eye.

And i miss you.

I guess its not about how long you're not seeing a person.

It's about how reliant you are of him. =/

Come back safely.

I GOT SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU! haha.

and..

I HOPE YOU WOULD TELL ME I'VE LOST WEIGHT! =D

lolomgwtfbbqpizza.

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HOLA! (:

Here's how we spent the last day of 2010!

This is a clue of where we ate.

Looks nice and classy doesn't it? (:

ROMANTIC is what you can think of when you see this photo right?!

But we are dressed like that!

Can't be go somewhere classy right! haha.

Btw, i got that shirt for him online.

It reads "Where's my tent".

Looks good right!

And yes my shirt is super big! <3

I'm going to wear it very often.

Very comfy!

Anyway..

We two are too cheapo to eat somewhere classy and ex.

Shame on you if you really believed that we went somewhere high class to eat.

Haha.

Don't you know my middle name is CHEAPO?

We went to eat FEI YU HUO GUO (Direct translation: FAT FISH STEAMBOAT)

Haha. It's just a few minutes walk away from Sembawang mrt.

I was craving for steamboat as I was watching this TVB show.

And the people there kept having steamboat.

Thus, the crazy craving!

It was a buffet steamboat!

And we sat at where it's air conditioned.

The food hygiene, service and the air con was worth the money.

As compared to eating steamboat the other time at Chinatown.

We were both sweating buckets and the food was like..dirty..?

This place is a good place! (:

I just realised I never drink much of the soup. ):

OH REGRETS.

haha. Too spicy.

And here's a series of the photos I took during the New year's weekend.

I realised something.

From left to right:

The very big smile on Friday.

The ok ok smile on Saturday.

And then the very depressed face on Sunday just before he booked in.

HAHAHA.

Moving on, I wanted to embed and autoplay Top + GD + Park Bom's song, "OH YEAH".

Freaking catchy song.

However, after going to KBOX with Van yesterday,

I am now emo-ing cause of 2AM's songs.

Do me a favour and click to watch this at least once.

It's a very piercing sad song about love.

The MV is about the girl being murdered and the guy desperately calling her the next day.

I think turning time back has always been something we would love sometimes.

And I am someone with a lot of rational AND irrational fears.

I do get nightmares of losing my loved ones.

Then, i'll freak out and burst into tears.

Sometimes, when I look at other's sad true stories.

I get so worried.

I'm not exactly rich or fulfilling big dreams now.

But I know that I am a very very lucky person.

In general, I'm really happy.

And I'm very worried to lose these happiness.

Sigh, moving on.

Another song which invokes a lot of sad emotions.

Enjoy.

If you think your life is quite bad, let the song understand you.

If you think your life is quite well, understand the song and appreciate what you have.

I just realised that sad love songs are painful reminders.

Of what I went through in 2009 for a period of time.

Of what I struggled through in 2008.

Both times, I'm lucky to have Hashanah. Really lucky.

Thanks girl. I must be an emotional wreck those times. lol.

I don't wish to go back to those times of pain.

But I have this fear that it will come one day.

Especially when I've been happy for so long already.

SEE? IRRATIONAL FEAR. haha.

I should stop blabbing.

That's Jokwon and Gain. The Adam Couple of We Got Married (WGM).

The only couple I watch and love on WGM.

They are like the only korean entertainment Jason is willing to watch with me.

I will go on and on about 2ne1 but he ignores me.

But when it's about Jokwon and Gain, he would sit beside me to watch them.

Why I am suddenly blogging about them is because..

After one year plus of REEL marriage, they are gonna film their last episode of the series.

They are no longer continuing their marriage life.

And I had this irrational (once again) urge to cry when i read the news.

I didn't of course.

But i gotta admit, I'm really upset though I know this was coming sooner or later.

And worse, it's all make believe. BUT IM STILL UPSET. ):

Recently I'm getting teary too easily.

Yesterday at kbox, I actually felt like crying while singing SHE's songs.

Ya, I was thinking of Selina.

Sigh. What's wrong with me man. lol.

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Ho ho ho!

Pretend this is 2010 even though I honestly posted it today, 4/1/2011.

Cause I was lazy to photoshop and upload the photos.

But here's the long due Xmas post!

(:

This year (2010), I CAN BLOG ABOUT US CELEBRATING XMAS!

Haha. And many other stuff.

I can only say from the time we started in 2009 to now,

we've developed a lot more.

We still have little squabbles frequently cause of my short temper

and sometimes, your inadequate proficiency in English. (YOU GOTTA ADMIT IT!)

Haha, but we don't have big fights anymore.

I think we can read each other like the back of each other's palm now.

That's scary you know.

I just hope we don't lose the sparkle! Right now, it's good. (:

Wait. This sounds like a new year blog post. Totally not Xmas.

SORRY FOR DIGRESSION.

And that's me with the pretty figurines behind!

There must be HUNDREDS of it i tell you!

The place is a cosy cafe beside Spot light at Plaza Sing. (:

I found it yo! And it's a good find!

Cause the ambiance is good and the place so pretty and homely!

This is what I'm sitting on.

Sofa with such a pretty plant-ly pattern.

I like it. (:

And a simpler sofa with the cute teddy bears!!

Oh goodness, different tables have like different seats and decos.

That place is good.

I can go there and eat three times, take photo

and you would think it's three different places!

The lights on the ceilings look like stars on my camera! <3!

His fucked up face and my sweet face.

HAHAHA.

My bangs that day was fucking straight.

Don't ask me why. I'll kill.

The food we ordered!

I thought it was considered little.

But nah, we were freaking full after that.

The food was not bad.

Jason didn't like the nachos that much cause it's

different from the usually crunchy and cheesy ones.

But i think they are quite nice with the different sauces.

He loved is aglio olio and i loved my miso dory.

Anyway, bottom line, food was so so but very filling.

No mood to even eat popcorn (which is almost compulsory) during our movie.

We went to watch Gulliver's travel.

Most boring comedy I've ever watched in 2010.

Didnt even LAUGHED OUT LOUD.

I mean, that's the whole purpose of comedies right?

To LOL.

Series of us camwhoring.

My idea of course.

Jason can never camwhore cause

1) He don't likes to.

2) His photography skill sucks.

Note that all 3 photos are like with my hand stretched out.

All taken by me. HAHAHA.

Anyway, he sent me to Fat ass house for the overnight.

Where we met Alison and Lixuan on the bus.

Ignored their existence cause Jason is scared of Alison.

HAHAHA. Joking.

So here we are. Shihua couldn't make it as she needed to be the lucky draw lady for an event.

HAHA. and yangce couldn't make it for the nth time for unspeakable reason.

nth doesn't mean nothing. it's like algebra. Can't count.

Anyway, those were Xmas eve photos.

Didn't take photos on Xmas day itself cause camera was sleeping in my bag.

Ran home in the morning to prepare to go my grandma house.

Freaking shagged cause we talked till 4am plus. haha.

After having the turkey, popiah, and all the xmas foodstuff..

Jason that bugger kept calling me.

And even got his mum to talk to me about sushi rice.

Then he continued bugging me to faster go his house cause he's bored.

So i ran down to amk for his family's xmas party.

And ended up having my afternoon nap there.

HAHAHAHA.

Woke up for mahjong session and then ate and ate and ate.

That bugger won a roll of toilet paper, 6 packets of tissue and 5packets of maggi

in the family's lucky draw. haha.

Moving on, I gotta upload these photos! haha.

Went shopping and movie-ing with Hash the day after she finished her papers!

She would make a good model wouldn't she. HAha.

The colours of the ad is damn vibrant and pretty.

I don't even care if my face can't be seen. HAHA.

And yes, MERRY XMAS TO ALL. (:

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