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‘‘gonna keep on trying’’
Prologue
the girl next door



It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:

Archives
gone with the wind

December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
June 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
December 2011


Credits
take a bow

Designer: electro-pop%
Icons: cablelines / leen
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Inspiration: denise
Quote: shawn
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Profile Description: that's not my name



New Year's Day & ETC
Thursday, January 6, 2011

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HOLA! (:

Here's how we spent the last day of 2010!

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This is a clue of where we ate.
Looks nice and classy doesn't it? (:

ROMANTIC is what you can think of when you see this photo right?!

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But we are dressed like that!
Can't be go somewhere classy right! haha.

Btw, i got that shirt for him online.
It reads "Where's my tent".
Looks good right!

And yes my shirt is super big! <3
I'm going to wear it very often.
Very comfy!

Anyway..

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We two are too cheapo to eat somewhere classy and ex.
Shame on you if you really believed that we went somewhere high class to eat.
Haha.

Don't you know my middle name is CHEAPO?

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We went to eat FEI YU HUO GUO (Direct translation: FAT FISH STEAMBOAT)
Haha. It's just a few minutes walk away from Sembawang mrt.

I was craving for steamboat as I was watching this TVB show.
And the people there kept having steamboat.
Thus, the crazy craving!

It was a buffet steamboat!
And we sat at where it's air conditioned.
The food hygiene, service and the air con was worth the money.
As compared to eating steamboat the other time at Chinatown.

We were both sweating buckets and the food was like..dirty..?

This place is a good place! (:

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I just realised I never drink much of the soup. ):
OH REGRETS.

haha. Too spicy.

And here's a series of the photos I took during the New year's weekend.
I realised something.

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From left to right:
The very big smile on Friday.
The ok ok smile on Saturday.
And then the very depressed face on Sunday just before he booked in.

HAHAHA.

Moving on, I wanted to embed and autoplay Top + GD + Park Bom's song, "OH YEAH".
Freaking catchy song.

However, after going to KBOX with Van yesterday,
I am now emo-ing cause of 2AM's songs.


Do me a favour and click to watch this at least once.
It's a very piercing sad song about love.
The MV is about the girl being murdered and the guy desperately calling her the next day.
I think turning time back has always been something we would love sometimes.

And I am someone with a lot of rational AND irrational fears.
I do get nightmares of losing my loved ones.
Then, i'll freak out and burst into tears.

Sometimes, when I look at other's sad true stories.
I get so worried.
I'm not exactly rich or fulfilling big dreams now.
But I know that I am a very very lucky person.
In general, I'm really happy.

And I'm very worried to lose these happiness.
Sigh, moving on.


Another song which invokes a lot of sad emotions.
Enjoy.

If you think your life is quite bad, let the song understand you.
If you think your life is quite well, understand the song and appreciate what you have.

I just realised that sad love songs are painful reminders.
Of what I went through in 2009 for a period of time.
Of what I struggled through in 2008.
Both times, I'm lucky to have Hashanah. Really lucky.

Thanks girl. I must be an emotional wreck those times. lol.

I don't wish to go back to those times of pain.
But I have this fear that it will come one day.
Especially when I've been happy for so long already.

SEE? IRRATIONAL FEAR. haha.

I should stop blabbing.


That's Jokwon and Gain. The Adam Couple of We Got Married (WGM).
The only couple I watch and love on WGM.
They are like the only korean entertainment Jason is willing to watch with me.

I will go on and on about 2ne1 but he ignores me.
But when it's about Jokwon and Gain, he would sit beside me to watch them.

Why I am suddenly blogging about them is because..
After one year plus of REEL marriage, they are gonna film their last episode of the series.
They are no longer continuing their marriage life.


And I had this irrational (once again) urge to cry when i read the news.
I didn't of course.
But i gotta admit, I'm really upset though I know this was coming sooner or later.
And worse, it's all make believe. BUT IM STILL UPSET. ):

Recently I'm getting teary too easily.
Yesterday at kbox, I actually felt like crying while singing SHE's songs.
Ya, I was thinking of Selina.

Sigh. What's wrong with me man. lol.


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