Boppytoppy.

VDAY YO

Monday, February 28, 2011

HELLO EVERYBODY.

Just a quick update. I've been dragging my feet about blogging.
I'm forcing myself to blog cause I wanna read back a few months later and laugh.

And yes, Vday! (:

We had a very silly pact on not spending a bomb and not buying gifts for one another
EXCEPT for our birthdays.
So Vday, anniversaries, BAH. We are broke.

And flowers are definitely a nono since im not a flower person.

Our first vday was just laughing at couples holding flowers.
How the girls would hao lian their flowers then after that see someone with a bigger one.
And how inconvenient it is to walk about holding something.
And i bet by the end of Vday week, most of their flowers are dying or dead.
WASTE of money. hahaa.

I shall stop harping on why I find flowers very impractical.

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We went to Timbre for dinner! (:
I lost all my lovey dovey mood by then cause Jason is told me this indirectly..

He just got his new BB from EBAY and he's so involved in using it.
In the end I'm the one who helped him solve something technical!
Did i get a thank you? NO.

All i got was him playing with it whilst I stone.

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Dont you smile so widely at me you bitch.
I know you know that you are guilty.
I should have kicked you down the cab and make you climb up mount sophia yourself. LOL.

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Hahaha. I think my eyes have never been this big.
I look gorgeous dont i. =D LOL

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He's acting high from the drink. HAHA.
Lesson learnt, we will not order alcoholic drinks.
Cause we are just unappreciative of alcoholic drinks.
That cup was almost untouched when we left. Haha.

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Yay camwhore!

AND DONT ASK ME WHY IM LIKE TANNER THAN HIM.

IM ALREADY QUITE FAIR. ITS THE FREAKING LIGHTING.
and it doesnt help that jason is naturally fair like snow white. teehee. gu niang.
lolomgwtf.

Anyway, went to toilet at plaza sing and that guy disappeared.
Apparently he was recce-ing the price of my gift.
Then when I went into SASA he said he gotta go toilet and he ran to get me.. THIS!

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TO MY HORROR ITS LIKE POLKAHEARTS.
Not polkadots so im not that traumatised.
BUT DONT EVERYBODY KNOW I HATE POLKADOTS?

luckily the polkahearts were quite pleasing to my eyes but Jason,
dont take such a huge risk again. hahaa.

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So this is ChompChomp. I called it that cause the mouth is opened.
Like wanna eat like that. And no i dont act cute and i dont usually give my soft toys names.
But I like to disturb Milky (my dog in case you are dumb enough not to know) with it.
And technically, i do not know what animal or creature the soft toy is and thus, Chomp2.

And laugh at my fringe and wide forehead. Laugh all you want.
I'm not complaining cause that makes jason laugh too.

I still remember how he laughed and gave a happy shout of shock at it.
But when i wanna wash my face and got no hairpin, that's the most convenient way mah!

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Anyway thanks for the gift. Haha.

IM NOT GETTING YOU ANY.

We already said no gift for Vday or whatsoever. You want to give is your dai ji. not mine.
LOL omgwtfimsomean.

And thanks for being my slave. ahem. I mean love. (:

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Remember

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

my past.

I'm supposed to blog about Valentine's day and spam photos.
Damn, but then now I'm gonna blog a super lengthy post...

Recently, I've been seeing too much tears.
It could be literal or it could be just in their hearts.

Like I've always believed.
For myself, I'm very easily angered. Very easily made happy.
But sadness is the hardest emotion to hit me and if it does, its the hardest to recover from.

After some talk with Jit, I went back to one locked blog.
That blog has never been public and the posts are 90% during the 2009 breakup.
If you all remembered, Jason and I had a short break in 2009 for about a month.

That blog has always served as a reminder of pain and misery.
But maybe I've been too busy being angry and happy.
That I've forgotten about that blog.
So today, I went to read it again and I felt like crying once again.

Cause no one can understand a heartbreak unless one is going through it.
The words used are of my raw emotions. And i remembered.

It was a painful time where I cried whenever I was alone.
It was a tiring time where I avoided all social gatherings.
It was an exhausting time where I hated what i was committed to.
In all, it was a sad time filled with lots of regrets and what ifs.

I don't deny that our relationship now still has its downs.
But it's really so much more stable and I'm glad for that.
I think about what if you were to leave again.
I think it would be another locked blog with millions of posts once again.

Posts filled with denial, contradictions and sadness.
One moment proudly declaring that I've moved on.
One moment crumbling in weakness and misery.

It was pathetic in other words.

If someone asked me, "How then should I aid my heartbreak?"
Sorry but I have no reply.
Jason came back to me before I could aid it.
I was like a sick puppy who's desperate to return to her owner at that moment.

I still don't know how long I would have taken to move on.
But all I know is that if that amount of sadness in me again, I'll blog secretly again.
I express my sadness through words really well.
So go find something that would exhaust you emotionally.

Cry. Dance. Sing. Write.
Whatever it is. Just make sure you move on.
And not stay put or end your life.

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MRT pains

Sunday, February 20, 2011

If you wonder why I'm such a hot tempered woman.

Maybe it's cause of daily impacts from MRT passengers, esp peak periods.

The annoying ones I mean.

Okay, the first one is a little bit more forgivable than the rest due to it being uncontrolled.

Can you guess from the picture?

Yeah, that's someone giving a silent but deadly fart.

And the one lying on the ground is me, almost dead.

I smell bad sweat smells and all already. The crowd is also bad enough.

Such occasional farts always dampen my mood significantly.

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Then there's those people who have no backbones.

THEY JUST GOTTA LEAN ON THE FREAKING POLE.

And usually its cause they got no hands to hold the pole

CAUSE THEY ARE FREAKING READING OR PLAYING WITH THEIR PHONE.

I stabbed on guy with my thumb before.

Bloody idiot. The train is crowded and squeezy enough!

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Then there's those taller people which is like almost everybody to me..

Who loves reading newspaper when the train is so damn crowded.

HELLO! WILL DIE WITHOUT READING LATER ON AR?

MUST YOU KEEP TICKLING ME WITH THE BLOODY NEWSPAPER?

AND MUST YOU STAB MY EYEBALLS WITH THE EDGE OF IT?

I honestly dislike such people and usually just slap the papers away if it touches me ONCE.

I say ONCE cause it would always happen a second time.

I won't bother getting irritated TWICE.

Then there's those people who just gotta rush while people are exiting from the train.

WTH?! FOR WHAT? FOR WHAT?!

You wanna grab some boobs? Or wanna get touched?

NEVER grind before with people is it?

GO CLUB LA.

Bloody irritating cause such people always brush across me.

AND I DONT LIKE PEOPLE BRUSHING ACROSS ME.

I DONT KNOW IF YOU GOT BATHE PROPERLY OR CLEAN YOUR MUCUS WITH YOUR SLEEVES.

SO DONT FREAKINGLY BRUSH ACROSS ME!

AND DONT BRUSH ACROSS ME WHEN YOU WANNA GRAB THE SEAT INFRONT OF ME.

HELLO? I didnt even make the motion to move to the seat.

JUST SIT LA!

DO YOU NEED TO PUSH? DO YOU NEED TO STEP ON MY FEET?

OR EVEN WORSE, in one incident, DRAG YOUR LUGGAGE OVER MY FEET?

!#@$!@#$!#%

AND DONT HOLD ON TO SOMETHING ABOVE ME AND SHOW ME YOUR ARMPIT HAIR!

knn. When i losing balance, but wearing smth short sleeve.

And probably have some armpit hair growing, i still wont hold.

I'll learn to balance.

Even if i hold, i'll quickly put it down after i regained my balance.

BUT SOME PEOPLE.

JUST LOVE TO SHOW ME THEIR BUSHY ARMPIT.

AND ITS FREAKING DISGUSTING CAUSE ITS DAMN THICK AND LONG.

Now these are just A FEW of my angry moments on the train every morning during peak hour.

Irritating, inconsiderate, idiots.

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HEY YO

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

to all you people out there!

Anyway, please be amazed at my pose in the above picture!

Looks flexible right!

MY BACK WAS FREAKING STIFF THUS I WAS SLANTING BACK.

LOL. i wasnt supposed to be slanting. T_T

If you didn't know, i had a freaking bad fall two days before CNY just before i started work.

But im a brave bitch. (:

I didn't cry at all despite the pain.

I only cried the moment I ended work and saw him waiting for me.

Even carrying a baby was tough for me. ):

Someone had to pass me the baby.

Usually, I can lift up the baby myself.

But my back much better now le!

Though I still cant pick up my dog or climb stairs quickly. =/

Anyway, during this period...

This was the exact day I fell down but at night after acupuncture.

Its the Pinnacle@Duxton the sky garden. Haha.

I have loads of photos of it but never blog.

Only when got him then blog.

My grandma shifted there ever since it first opened.

I keep wanting to bring him go but only CNY then have the time.

So poor thing, he's like my slave. Haha.

The next day, CNY eve.

He met me early in the morning at Tanjong pagar to acc me for TUI NA.

Almost died during the massage. Pain like mad. :'(

After that, he came to help me pack my stuff at home.

THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH!

And i know you love Milky.

Thank you for coming to the BBQ the other time and trying to get to know my friends more. (:

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And for being as retarded and silly as me.

Laughter is the best medicine! (:

And you give me lots of it!

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Thanks for accepting me being very naughty and perverted. HAHA.

And for giving me that stupid f-ed up face all the time.

SEE NOW ITS ON CAMERA!

And for wanting to sleep with two girls at one time.

HAHAHAHA.

IM JUST JOKING FOR THIS PART OKAY.

LOL. Even if i want. He also dont want.

And i believe shihua also dont want. HAHA.

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Lastly, thanks for trying to give me surprises as and when.

Though its not jokwon-like, I know you're trying your best.

Thank you! (:

I love you as much as i love mahjong! HAHAHAHA.

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