It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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Yay i'm very prompt now!

Recently very lazy to go out with people cause I feel depressingly fat.

Ya, thus, I blog quite frequently now.

haha.

Good Friday Weekend spent largely at Shihua's 3d2n 21st party / chalet.

Haha. I bought a cap and drew a domokun on it just for it okay.

And my jaws still feel naturally sore when i look at it. HAHAHA.

Mass group photo!

No matter how i look at it, Fahmi looks like a slut.

That one really makes people look slutty. LOL.

Birthday girl and I!

Camwhoring in the room! Haha.

I rented the Olympus pen epl1 and i love the effects!

CAMWHORE! HAHAHA.

Of course the colourful specs helped in making the pictures more vibrant too!

Lixuan is someone who is damn good at posing for the camera.

Seriously man.

I look through all 400 over photos and all with her (non-candid of course),

the expressions like those very experienced in front of the camera one. hahaha.

On the 2nd night, the 2ne1 thingy was pasted up when I arrived!

Btw, I went there on both days but never overnight.

Went to jason house to sleep instead cause he (and i) needed the sleep.

haha. funny things happened. later say.

Anyway there was a bbq. I never liked bbq.

Fucking waste of time. Fucking hot. Fucking smelly.

BUT CORNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

I found a reason why i would consider a bbq. hahahaha.

This was the first night. The cake was a domo cake.

Proudly baked by yours truly and Alison chia. hahahaha.

I baked! YES I BAKED! never just crack eggs okay.

Group photo again!

Funniest thing was we never thought of knife at all.

She cut the cake...with the back of the fork.

HAHAHA.

It was a great party filled with fun and laughters. yay!

Happy 21st shihua!

AND.....

if you all were wondering why i said Jason couldnt make it previously..

Well we got lucky.

He got to book out! =D

So happy!

Thanks boy. =)

I know you are really tired and have lotsa homework.

But come on, you know you enjoy my company alot. Haha!

First night when we reached his home, it was like 2am plus already.

Apparently, for some reason, dunno is it due to the alcohol or over exhaustion,

I said a lot of stupid things to him. I cannot remember.

But he was dragging me home and out of the taxi.

2nd night, I got emo and told him that he didnt love me anymore.

HAHAHA. He had to at like 1AM in the morning talked to me and coddle me to sleep.

LOL.

Anyway, seriously, thank you jason koh.

Haha. For bearing with me and my unglam-ness.

See you soon! =D

I can't wait for your call!

FASTER COME BACK FROM OUTFIELD! T_T

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People ask me why I'm so happy all the time.

Let me just say,

YOU SIAO AR KNN WHERE GOT PEOPLE ALWAYS HAPPY ONE?

hahahaha.

Then there are people who say that I'm a very lucky girl.

Let me just say,

IF IM LUCKY I WOULD BE LYING IN A VILLA NOW AND NOT BE WORKING.

To put it simply, Happiness is very subjective.

Some people find happiness in having a soul mate.

Some, in eating. Some, in sports. Some, in being famous.

Some, in money. Some, in power. And the list goes on.

Some people even want to have a few or all of what's in the list.

Then it boils down to satisfaction.

It's good to want to improve and to desire a better life.

But not to the expense of not appreciating life.

In other words, I dislike it when people compare.

One thing I believe in Life is to appreciate what you have

and not constantly whine about what you cannot have.

I have a great relationship, I have a job,

I am going to start studying, I have great friends.

But I can also say I am still poor, I want to stay at home and slack, I want more!

But I don't.

And that makes a difference.

Stop comparing.

If you face a setback, DON'T EVER COMPARE.

Be it negatively or positively.

For example you have a lot of bills to pay off.

Negatively is that : " that person is lucky, he comes from a rich family, bills are nothing. "

Positively is that : " the people in a third world country lives in a worser condition. "

For the negative one, I guess you get it already.

For the positive one, reason why I dont believe in comparing with those worse off

is not cause I dont want to empathise with the poorer's plight.

But rather, you just gotta understand that the everybody has their own worries.

And to make yourself a stronger person, you just gotta pull yourself up by yourself.

Don't make yourself happy cause you are seemingly leading a better life.

Don't bash yourself up cause you are seemingly not leading a better life.

Know how to be satisfied.

Any obstacles that come are challenges to make one grow.

So grow with your own strength. Not with others flaws.

Aiya i think im going off topic. Anyway the point is.

Fight that self-piteous spirit of yours.

Happiness is a choice.

You may cry, you may fall.

But stand up.

It might take you a little while.

Just dont make it too long.

Cause no one will be there to sympathize with you for so long.

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It has been sooooooooo long since i've blogged!!
Before Shihua's 21st this weekend, i've better blog about lixuan's 21st which is on March 19th (the party).
HAHAHAHA. I very slow i know.



Fahmi couldn't make it cause of army, so we tagged him as that stack of notes.
okay, is I tag one. haha.
He's the one who say to tag any random object one.



The huge photo collage we did for her!
HAHA MY IDEA TO PUT THAT HOLE.
I'm so proud of myself being so lame.

Anyway, I purposely wear until so colourful cause its a birthday party mah!
Then Shihua come and say the theme for her chalet is colourful.

Shihua, I hate you.
I dont want to be seen wearing the same shirt on photos. T_T

Anyway I dunno why it's so coincidental...
T_T Jason couldn't make it to lixuan's birthday.
Then i thought shihua's one confirm can cause the chalet includes good friday that day mah.

END UP ALSO CANNOT.
WHY YOU KENA CONFINE!?



Me showing off my new boots which really are damn unexpectedly high.



MY HEAD VERY BIG, HIS HEAD SO OBVIOUSLY SMALLER THAN MINE.
WHY AR WHY AR WHY AR?!

Anyway I've got over being crazily upset over him getting confined.
IF YOU ALL THINK ITS JUST A FREAKING 21 DAYS.

LET ME ENLIGHTEN YOU ALL THAT FROM NOW, 21 DAYS LATER,
ITS EXACTLY THE TIME FOR HIM TO GO TAIWAN.
FOR A MONTH.

sigh. T_T



Well bitch, i'll still get to see you on the 30th april for awhile during your family day.
I'm trying to be unreasonably optimistic. But yeah.

By the time you return from Taiwan in June, I promise you my real hair. (:

Remember my words,
That all obstacles would only make us stronger.

And remember your promise,
To do your very best so that it would make the time worth it. :)

On a very random note.



I love the natural blush after running!!
I wished I could have that so no need to waste money on blusher. haha.

Okay la wtf i just realised this photo can't really see the blush.
Tamade waste my time to upload. lol.

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