It is always very easy to have big dreams. But it's gonna be hard to achieve them. For too long, everyone have been wanting big changes. You know, something impactful and life changing. Like 3D Movies, Harry Potter and Facebook. I'm not complaining.

But maybe it's time for some of us to set our visions a little lower. Time to let us return to humanity and do small changes. Small changes that actually matters more.

So while everyone is out to make a big difference. I'm trying my best to make a minor difference.

In humanity. I'm still trying.
To be more selfless and less selfish.

By the way, I love 2ne1.

I'm random. If you still didnt get it. (:


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My birthday just passed and I had like the awesome-est celebration ever. :)

All the photos are basically on facebook with small captions here and there.

But it's good to blog cause it is more acceptable to type more over here. haha.

That's why there is gonna be like a massive spam of words here rather than photos.

Back to the topic, my birthday!

I was only halfway through my assignment on the Saturday but I was too excited to continue.

I went on to watch Huan zhu ge ge and Friends to pass time. Old school ftw!

HAHA.

Anyway, it was time to meet him and he blindfolded me and plugged his mp3 into my ears.

So I was deaf and blind for those moments.

He had to proudly declare he specially downloaded 2ne1 songs for me. hahaha.

Then after we hop on the cab, I was just wondering where exactly are we going.

And my eyes opened finally a really nice place!

I was like, "is this still Singapore?" and he was like, "Welcome to Bintan!"

HAHAHA. asshole.

Anyway, we got to the room and I was kinda prancing around feeling quite happy.

Then when i wanted to explore the toilet, TA DAAAAAA!!

They were there! haha.

It was quite a sight to have lots of heads in toilet in the dark.

Anyway I was really surprised.

I mean, yeah i kinda guessed that Jason would invite people over, but I wasn't exactly sure.

He did a lot of stuns just to feed my imagination until I don't even know what to believe anymore.

Yeah, I was really very touched to see them there. :)

Sank you Fahmi and Alison. <3

Sank you Shihua and her lover Zhuo Wei. <3

Sank you Fat ass. <3

Lastly, Sank you Li Xuan. <3

Haha, i think she had to put up with Jason's bullying.

I really empathise.

6 of us! :)

Yangce could not make it for that night.

Well anyway, it was a great time.

And I really loved that video they did up for me.

I still have not get the video file yet. =.=

The next day, we had our planned meeting. :)

That's us at a cafe near Marymount Mrt.

So touched, :') they travelled so far. hahaha.

This, is the clique that always stays in Jurong Point. LOL.

Us at the Buona Vista Circle line platform. HAHA.

Nice background. :)

Lastly, I'm really grateful to him. :)

From all the surprises and suspense.

And especially that home cooked chilli-crab meal.

I felt so crazily blessed. :)

Yes, I'm a softie when it comes to such sweet thoughtful stuff.

It seems really simple to everyone but I still gotta say it.

Jason, thank you.

Like seriously. I'm not a great girlfriend.

I vaguely remember reading somewhere..

something that there's always a better person out there,

and there will always be a person better than you.

Anyway, I just thought that the quote is very apt at such a juncture.

But honestly i cant remember it exactly. Damn. Haha.

Point is, we are two very imperfect singles who became better when together.

Now don't i sound shameless. HAHAHA.

Jason, really, thank you. :)

I am pretty lost at words, and that must be an accomplishment for you.

I mean, me, lost in words?! How often does that happen? haha!

I love you. :)

Oh and yes, the polaroid that you bought for me.

I'll snap so many of us together at different points of time.

Then we can have our gallery room at our future home about a decade later if possible.

Like Ga-in and Jokwon. WAHAHAHA.

I had a wonderful 21st birthday! :D

I got a simple and yet very enjoyable and surprising celebration.

It's really more than i can ask for.

Even though I don't like holding parties, Jason, I'm still glad you asked them in for the surprise.

You got the right peeps! :D

And lastly, celebration aside.

I still wonder about Life. =/

Still figuring it out. I don't want something so wasted.

But with all the restrictions..gahhhhhh.

Well at least know, on family making issues..if I'm still with Jason..

He would give me the time to wait.

Seriously, I cannot stand it when I see on FB how people around my age says things like,

"I can't wait to marry and have a house."

It makes me wonder how much they actually thought about it.

Honestly, I dunno if im a coward or something.

But I think Life still has a lot more to offer me and a house really can wait.

Right Jason?

The most we sleep under the canals or drains or something.

Haha, just joking, i scared of cockroaches.

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